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RE: Mental Health Encouragement - One Stop Thread - 11/19/2009 9:42:25 PM
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heremainsfaithful
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I was kidding about the catnip. I would not do drugs/alcohol. I'm just trying to savor the vestigas of my tired out sense of humor.
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RE: Mental Health Encouragement - One Stop Thread - 11/20/2009 1:02:40 AM
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magdaleine
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heremainsfaithful, it's so good to see you here again! I wasn't sure we would. You seemed to have just disappeared after your previous posts. I agree with Manda. Please call your doctor. He/she needs to know what you're dealing with and there may be a way he/she can help you. You are NOT whiny and we are ALL weak. I understand the twisted comfort that suicide ideation brings. It's bizarre, isn't it? Please seek help! I don't know how much you've read of the posts before yours. My son took is life just over a week ago. He seemed fine to us and suddenly he was gone. SOMEONE NEEDS TO KNOW that you're struggling with this, more than us and more than your family.
It doesn't matter if you haven't been to church regularly. The pastor, if he's a good one, won't care. What he cares about is your well-being. He would be devastated to find out later, if you did take your life, how you'd been struggling but not told him. You MUST, MUST, MUST tell him and your doctor. Your husband too, if he doesn't know.
Molly, I'm glad you get to have your husband around a bit longer before he is deployed again. That's good news.
I've been extraordinarily tired. Slept for 14 hours today. I've been up for five hours and think I won't have trouble going to back to bed for the night. The grief hasn't hit yet, though I had the teeniest glimpse last night of the pain it will be when it comes. I'm not eager to go through it but at the same time I wish it would come so I could get it over with. We leave in a month for my ds4's wedding. I can't imagine getting much done between now and then and yet there are things that I have to do.
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RE: Mental Health Encouragement - One Stop Thread - 11/20/2009 8:55:03 AM
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heremainsfaithful
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I am so sorry about your son. So sorry. I think I am going to call doc today, if just to start some therapy again. H will graduate in May, but we don't know about jobs or anything yet.
I used to be such a soft person. Now I feel hard around the edges or something. Anger comes more easily than tears, and I don't like that. I just read a journal entry I wrote awhile back talking about self versus God. I feel like I am still at that same place - a foot in each (actually, a toe in God and everything else in self).
There are so many going through things on here, and each of us need God's strength and each other's prayers. I'm glad there is a Christian place to go.
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Mental Health Encouragement - One Stop Thread - 11/20/2009 9:39:19 AM
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I am so sorry about your son. So sorry. I think I am going to call doc today, if just to start some therapy again.
Glad to hear that.
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H will graduate in May, but we don't know about jobs or anything yet.
You have my prayers.
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I used to be such a soft person. Now I feel hard around the edges or something. Anger comes more easily than tears, and I don't like that. I just read a journal entry I wrote awhile back talking about self versus God. I feel like I am still at that same place - a foot in each (actually, a toe in God and everything else in self).
I think it's easy to get feeling that way about ourselves, but that doesn't mean it's true. Have you talked to others about what changes they've witnessed in your life? Sometimes they can give us a perspective that we can't see about ourselves.
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There are so many going through things on here, and each of us need God's strength and each other's prayers. I'm glad there is a Christian place to go.
Me too.
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RE: Mental Health Encouragement - One Stop Thread - 11/20/2009 10:52:51 AM
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magdaleine
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HRF, I'm glad you're going to see your doctor. Please take care of yourself and do what you need to do to stay safe and well.
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RE: Mental Health Encouragement - One Stop Thread - 11/20/2009 11:42:57 PM
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Bountiful
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HRF, glad you're calling your doctor.
I think feeling "hard around the edges" or angry is a form of defense mechanism. We feel so weak when our illness gets the best of us that I think we compensate by being "hard" or "angry" or stoic or non-feeling. At the time it seems better than feeling soft and helpless. Don't be too hard on yourelf. You're reaching out for help and that's what you should be doing.
Keeping you in my prayers.
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(my humor can get pretty strange at times too; it goes with the territory). 
