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Twofish -> Relationship Restoration Prayer Request (9/2/2008 2:29:43 PM)
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there is something i will like you to pray for still about this relationship
what happened has been different than i said . I think on the 24th cha was mad i was making her worry and tired of my anxiety etc. Tuesday when i said I know there are other things keeping her from talking to me it was accusation basically because i hardly knew anything from what friend said so that frustrate her, then i tell her friend things I assume from what she said, and i guess the friend talked to her about that
then i hurt her friend in this
then i e-mail her too much trying to figure out too much, maybe somethings accused and did not realize then tried to call her so much
she was very mad at this point so then i guess i finally cross the line and i ask her friend about if those things are true. her friend that was center of issue when she really had lover
so since i talked to her friend about this even though she did not want me to talk to her friend about her, that was it, so when her friend said she still had lover, etc, she just didn't bother changing story because she so mad with me
her friend only now says lover was gone already so she probably broke up with other guy and committed to me and i ruined relationship
im sad about this i wish i did not
Please pray. I drove her away and I would very much like another chance. i do love her but i was letting my fears from knowing hardly anything etc ruin it. I really feel she was the right one. she did nothing wrong to me, she broke up with lover and stayed committed to me. she kept giving me chances until i accused. so it is clear she loved me and still wanted to work out with me even though hard. so i ask you. i ask you pray she can forgive me, i forgive myself, inner healing for both of us, and that God fix this and restore our relationship.
Please. I ask you. though some people confirmed certain things of her, they only confirm because cha was so mad and would not bother saying she did not have lover anymore until later.. and they wanted to insist they are always right too.
I should never have talked to them and never have said what i said. because they fed belief she was betrayer when it was i that was betrayer by betraying her trust with my accusation. i really believe she was the right one and i let my inner pain hurt her. please pray.
pray that Cha forgive me and I forgive myself. But also please pray, that God use this time and mend our hearts and bring us back to each other.
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