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budlawry -> RE: How Important is the Church? (8/7/2008 9:51:25 AM)
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From my personal point, I feel no discomfort, from staying away from organized churches. I detest arguement, I refuse to be brainwashed into thinking in any certain way, and I cannot mix Good, with Evil, and be content to do so. I find the best comfort, in reading my bible scriptures, opening my day with prayer, giving thanks to Jesus, for the day, about to unfold. I am not trying to uphold myself, as anything special. It is just my comfort level, and, if its not broke, don't fix it. I been involved with organized religion, and it has never served me, in a good way. I've even held a high position, but, this still did not benefit me, as a christian. Rather, began a slow diversion, from the true way. I was finally cast out of The organization, because, I refused to mix Good, with Evil, something which I found to be quite prevelant among the higher individuals. When they finally demanded that I do so, I refused, knowing full well, the outcome. Since after my departure, they couldn't take out their frustrations on me any further, they began attacking my Brother, who was still involved with the group. He and I, had talked at some length, about this problem, and he all but confessed, that, yes, this problem did exist, but, he had his family's well being to consider, and therefore couldn't make that decision, to quit. His Boss, finally, deported him to a different region, where he was no longer in a high position, but, rather back to being a fulltime pastor, of a church. This was not so bad, for him, and he freely confessed, that this was where he really belonged. He was Happy, and so I was happy for him. Then on Easter eve, as he headed home from making preparations for the following mornings worship service, he was struck down by a drunk driver, and died instantly. God spared my two nephews, by tossing them clear of the van's wreckage, they were found outside, unharmed. It was ironic, that a drunken driver, would be the instrument of his death, for this was the main type of person, for whom he prayed for, and sought redemtion for. IT goes without saying, that many of his cohorts, sought to blame me for his demise, because he had been sent away, because of me, and my actions. As if to add further pain, my Father suffered a stroke, that same morning, and died just a few months later. So, now, I was alone, to boil in my own juices, as it were. To this day, I still feel that I did the right thing, and Joe's passing, was a good thing, not bad, he was at home now, with Jesus. So too was my Father. I was left here, to make my way as best as I could, with Jesus's grace to help me along, during this, the darkest of times. But, I swore, that never again, would I partake of that organizations dealings, and so it has been. The person's who brought about this tragic ending, would have to answer, for their own decisions. All I could do, was to pray for them, and my brother's family. This would be their time of testing, and so, there own decision, as how to best weather this storm. But, this is not the only case of dissatisfaction, with organized religion, there have many other instances of annoying distractions. Just as the devotion says, too many added do's and don'ts, too many added judgements, with which to hang a person. This is not, what following Jesus, is about. One only has to read about the fate of the Jews, to understand this aspect of God. You can be in bed, stark naked, covered only with a blanket, and still be in prayer, how about in the shower, is this inappropaite? Have you not prayed then? God, is not concerned how you come to him, it is not the body, but, the heart. What kind of condition is your heart in, is it clothed with the concerns of God. All this being said, I do not shy away from doing Good, I will do that which God, would have me do. I am ready to travel, anywhere God would lead me. I will testify to anyone, give consul, to anyone, as the need, or, opportunity arise's. This I desire to do, and without conditions. Please forgive any typo's, or, misspellings, I have strived to keep these annoyances out, as it is possible. Fat fingers, sticky keys, and speed typing, are not my biggest downfalls.
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