Badison
Posts: 301
Joined: 4/15/2006
From: Washington, DC
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God has forgiven you. It sounds more like you haven't forgiven yourself. I hope you have a real life support group. Maybe through an ex-gay ministry, or celebrate recovery, or even just a good mens group at a local church. I truly hope that you and your (ex?)-wife can get to a point where an agreement can be reasonably made so you can see your son before he is 18. I grew up without knowing my father and it was quite hard.
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A fool vents all his feelings, But a wise man holds them back. -Proverbs 29:11
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