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Remember me.......... - 11/6/2008 1:59:48 AM
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godsway
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A few months ago I said I was retiring from this forum. Well, here I am. I felt like I was carrying a heavy burden tonight and the only thing I could think of was to come back to this forum and ask for prayer. I have to admit, everybody's prayers really helped me. I am so sorry I left the way that I did. I was so lost and confused, but mostly angry with life. I just shut myself off from everything. I don't want to do this to myself anymore. I really need you guys. Please forgive me.
Anyway, things have not changed much. I'm still in Real Estate, except now I feel like I'm starting to despise it. I feel like I allowed it to overtake my emotions. It has caused grief, disappointment and now it's starting to affect my marriage. My husband says he hates seeing me work sooooo hard and not get compensated. I feel like God gave me the desires of my heart. Maybe this was all part of His plan? To show me how very difficult this job can be and to allow me to see that what I thought was good for me, was not! It has been tough for me because I wanted to succeed so bad. I wanted my husband and family to be so proud of me. I have been drugg through the mud with this job. I am starting to feel ill. I feel unhealthy and very unhappy.
I am now praying that God will give me guidance and direction. I am seeking the Lord's will in my life. I just want to be happy again. I am so far in financial debt because I took a chance to go into Real Estate three years ago. We have been struggling. I wrote out some checks on Monday for some bills because I thought I was going to receive some money from my job. It didn't happen. When my husband find's out that I did this, he is going to be so angry. I was praying to the Lord today that these checks that I wrote would somehow be delayed from being processed. I sent my boss an email asking for an advance. I found out today that he was at a retreat. He has not even seen my email. Gosh, I am so hating myself right now for doing this. I have been extremely stressed out the last two days. Have not slept and certainly unable to really eat anything. Now we are going to be charged all these insufficient funds fees by our bank. I can't even afford to pay these fees.
How shall I pray about this? I am actually lost for words. I really need a miracle. I need God's devine intervention in this matter. I also am desperate for sleep. Oh, and one other thing.....I have borrowed money from coworkers to pay my Real Estate membership dues and fees and now I am unable to pay them back. I owe money to three different coworkers, not to mention friends and family. I hate going into work because I have to try and avoid these coworkers. It has been just dreadful.
Can you guys please pray for me? I am in such need of this burden being lifted from me. I can't carry it anymore. Thank you everybody for your prayers!
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RE: Remember me.......... - 11/6/2008 3:08:23 AM
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kyl
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Welcome Home Sister!!
Lord thank you for bringing Godsway back where she has friends to encourage her.
Lord you know the problems she has been having for so very long.
I pray that she will truely seek and follow your direction and guidance in her life.
Lord may it be on her heart to put you first in everything she does.
I pray Lord she will seek a job where she can have an income and contribute to her family.
A job which will bring her joy and fulfillment as she contributes to her family.
Lord I pray if she stays in the same area or leaves this completely you will help open doors of opportunity,
I pray Lord that this will happen quickly and her family can be reunited and restored in love and trust.
Lord I pray that as she seeks you, that will help her to discern with clarity the way she should go.
I pray Lord and thank you for bringing her back here where I know she was suppose to always be.
I pray this will truely be a turning point in her life and bring change into her life and family.
Lord thank you for being our forgiving and compassionate Lord and Savior.
Please help godsway and her family as she examines her priorities and choices.
Give her the wisdom and courage to make the changes needed in her life.
Thank you Lord for helping her through this long time of trials.
Bless her Lord as she seeks your will for her life and family.
Thank you Lord for keeping godsway in your hand and drawing her nearer to you.
In Jesus Name
Amen
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Psalm19:14 May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
be pleasing in your sight,
O LORD, my Rock and my Redeemer.
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RE: Remember me.......... - 11/6/2008 7:30:38 AM
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barbi
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quote:
ORIGINAL: kyl
Welcome Home Sister!!
Lord thank you for bringing Godsway back where she has friends to encourage her.
Lord you know the problems she has been having for so very long.
I pray that she will truely seek and follow your direction and guidance in her life.
Lord may it be on her heart to put you first in everything she does.
I pray Lord she will seek a job where she can have an income and contribute to her family.
A job which will bring her joy and fulfillment as she contributes to her family.
Lord I pray if she stays in the same area or leaves this completely you will help open doors of opportunity,
I pray Lord that this will happen quickly and her family can be reunited and restored in love and trust.
Lord I pray that as she seeks you, that will help her to discern with clarity the way she should go.
I pray Lord and thank you for bringing her back here where I know she was suppose to always be.
I pray this will truely be a turning point in her life and bring change into her life and family.
Lord thank you for being our forgiving and compassionate Lord and Savior.
Please help godsway and her family as she examines her priorities and choices.
Give her the wisdom and courage to make the changes needed in her life.
Thank you Lord for helping her through this long time of trials.
Bless her Lord as she seeks your will for her life and family.
Thank you Lord for keeping godsway in your hand and drawing her nearer to you.
In Jesus Name
Amen
praying in agreement
ZEPH 3:17
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RE: Remember me.......... - 11/6/2008 7:53:10 AM
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DeeAnnBailey
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Lord, please give wisdom, comfort and peace to this dear sister. Help her to know Your will for her life and to know that success is in doing your best, not in the world's definitions. Any child of Yours that lives for You is a success, there is no great success. We may or may not get outside acclaim but her family and You are proud of her life and her dedication to what she does.
Help us to realize all joy, peace and contentment comes from You. We thank You for Your answer to our prayers. In Jesus name. Amen
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My Blog Dee's Delights and Delusions
<<<<<<The love of my life - precious Erin!
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RE: Remember me.......... - 11/6/2008 8:01:45 AM
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conrack50
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I am so glad to see you have come back godsway!!
Don't forget to give all your burdens to God, He will fix it.
I am and have been praying for you.
I am praying in agreement.
Connie Lou
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RE: Remember me.......... - 11/6/2008 8:33:40 AM
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peaceofGod
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Welcome back!
Father,
We ask that you come to godsway's rescue. Cause all to come together in a beautiful way...the finances, the relief from stress, and everything that we don't think to ask about. Please be a clear guide for her. Cause blessings to come from all directions. Thank you. We praise you and ask this in Jesus Christ's name. Amen.
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RE: Remember me.......... - 11/6/2008 2:30:16 PM
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marstacy
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Father, I am praying in agreement with all of these.
Lift her up and bless her life with Your Perfect Solutions.
In Jesus name,
Amen.
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Psalm 51:10
Create in me a clean heart, O God,
And renew a steadfast spirit within me.
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RE: Remember me.......... - 11/6/2008 9:50:26 PM
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JMCrwd
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Welcome back!!! Everyone has bad days and times when things happen. Don't worry about it , praying for each other is what brothers and sisters in Christ gladly do for each other.
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RE: Remember me.......... - 11/7/2008 10:32:05 AM
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sparkleingsnow
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Welcome back. I was thinking about you just the other day.
Father, thank You for bringing godsway back. Guide her Father and help to follow Your lead. Work all of this out to YOur glory and bless her and her family. Thank You Father for all that You will do. In Jesus precious name. Amen
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RE: Remember me.......... - 11/7/2008 2:33:12 PM
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Keabird
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It's good to see you back. But I'm sad that things are still going downhill and will of course continue to pray.
Godsway, the obvious thing that stands out to me is to get a different job. The fruit of this one is unhealthy, not healthy. Maybe God did allow it, maybe He didn't. Maybe the timing for this job is another time, another place. Sometimes God allows things not to flourish because He wants us to move on and it's the only way He can get our attention about it. There is a verse in Proverbs that has always been one of the standards I try to live by - in one translation (the Living Bible I think) it says "keep wisdom and common sense close to your heart." Common sense would tell me that if this job is not bringing in an income over an extended period of time, and it is impacting on your marriage in an unhealthy way, and it is also causing you to make questionable financial decisions, then it is not "common sense" or wise to continue with it.
I do pray He guides you through this situation to do HIS will, not yours or mine or anyone else's. Only He knows what that is.
THank You Lord for hearing all the prayers for Godsway.
Amen.
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"The thief comes to kill, steal and destroy, but I have come that you may have life and have it abundantly." John 10:10
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RE: Remember me.......... - 11/7/2008 8:04:37 PM
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BJinWA
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Welcome back. Yes, i remember you and have thought of you often.
You are in my prayers
(((((Hugs)))))
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